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Thursday, March 1st, 2012
11:50 am

Lost in a coma with my restless soul

 

My fathers creations run free willed & viral

 

Memories of my sacrifice lost in the fold

 

Do I sleep for there survival

 

Do they know I walk among them

 

As a passenger in my own vessel

 

(to be continued)

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Thursday, November 25th, 2010
8:16 am
wish i could afford to live where i live alone. to much random noise and traffic around here. if it was just a set time it would be better. if marcus would just get a job already i could save money to do sometime somewhere else.
Friday, November 12th, 2010
3:56 pm
i think i should soon unleash some raw feelings on here

Current Mood: contemplative
Saturday, July 7th, 2007
11:03 am
My Owings Mills Movie Hopping Plan Wanna Join Today Sat 7
1st im going to see

Die Hard 4 at 12.15

then

Ratatouille at 2.20

then

Evening at 4.30

then

License to Wed at 6.30

Call Me Or Just Show Up 443-622-5003
Wednesday, March 7th, 2007
7:32 am
Wednesday, September 6th, 2006
10:02 pm
Monday, July 3rd, 2006
3:55 am
I Make Faces In The Dark!
Some people are so beautiful & kind it kills me! Whenever someone does something nice just for me I get the surreal warming feeling in my heart. I just dont know what to do. I just want to explode with I Love You/Appreciate You Emotion but I dont know when its appropriate or not. I dont ever want people to think I take them for granite. Im going to miss all my friends when I leave for Philly. But a certain one Im going to miss so much Im already sad like really sad (its keeping me from sleeping right now).(pauses and pouts). Shes always there for me. Always makes time for me. I dont know what Im going to do without her. Shes the one who got me into this! GOD JESUS LORD give me you strength & wisdom. why am I just fully realizing this right before I have to leave. I like so want to Cry! Love/Friendship is so powerful. I have knots in my stomach. ((Warning Im going to ramble and jump around)). So many unsaid words, undefined gazes. If I could just have a micro camera inside my eye I could capture all the she so beautiful/happy/sad/pretty moments Ive had. But I dont so I only get a small fraction o those saved.



Should I trust my emotions.

Or let them just fade bye.

A friendships devotion

Is tested this July.

What should I say

What words should stay inside

How can I Conway

Feeling that have always hide

I cant I wont I shouldnt.

Ill play it safe Ill play it strong.

But if I keep my mouth shut

Will I get where I belong.



I Know Its Just Not Time Yet Maybe A Few More Years. Thats Pretty Much What My Random Premonitions tell me.





Brain Overload

Not Enough Ram

For This Brian To Cram.



In high school this girl I really liked went to junior prom with some seemingly air head dude Because I didnt have the balls to ask her out. (I wrote too poems about it one youve seen is called just do it) the worst part is she asked me to dance and I said no because I was to shy and didnt want her to know I liked her. Lol. Us poor dorks afraid of and wounded by reject.



Sometimes I just want blow it all up and see if I survive the big emotional outburst of hidden feelings I keep inside controlled like a kid with finger-paint in a white room hehe. This is so totally my most random Blog please dont hold it against me.
Saturday, June 10th, 2006
12:47 pm
if i have a email address that i want a ton of spam to goto where should i go
if i have a email address that i want a ton of spam to goto where should i go
Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
8:43 am
I Just Feel Plan Good
Current mood: happy
Category: Life

Had a nice nap. And now i'm listening to some smooth Norah Jones. She rocks in a mellow way. Everyone have a nice mellow blessed day. and just smile sometimes, smile at a stranger, make a kid smile by makeing a goffy face i don't know. I always made goofy faces at little kids when i was working at shoppers to make them smile. Cuz when i was a kid i needed something to smile for!
Friday, May 26th, 2006
3:01 pm
Yes I Am In Touch With My Fem Side Which Make Me A Better Ladies Man
You scored as Female. Being mostly female by thought, is even though (still) considered inferior to masculinity in Western culture, a good thing in many ways:It means that you are more creative, and sensitive towards your environment, enabling you to express yourself freely and multitask.

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Female

64%

Either

50%

Male

36%

Neither

32%

Should you be MALE or FEMALE?*
created with QuizFarm.com
Monday, May 22nd, 2006
8:24 am
4got to tell you guys my cell phone is broke
so call my house if you need me 410-902-8954
Monday, May 8th, 2006
3:45 am
This is how it works: Comment on this entry and I will give you a letter. Write ten words beginning with that letter in your journal, including an explanation of what the word means to you and why, and than pass out letters to those whom want to play along. Directly stolen of the Beautiful [info]spookydiblover who assigned me the letter P.

1) Poetry - Poetry for me equals sadness because i write my best stuff when im sad.

2) Photos - I love photos they are powerful. They let me remember how i feel about who's in them Love Hate Lust Desire..Love. Ever fallen in love with a photo?

3) Pain - Pain makes me Hurt, Cry, Sad, Depressed but also make me create beautiful things dispite how ever Dark or Light they Are

4) Passive-aggressive - One of my favorite weapons right up there with sarcasm :-)

5) Peace - Makes me think of cuddling with that special gal with no interuptions & no worries

6) People - People are strange when you’re a stranger, Faces look ugly when you’re alone, Women seem wicked when you’re unwanted Streets are uneven when you’re down

7) Play - Sometimes i just wanna play

8) Press - Press the button, Blow it up, See how it all ends, Who's left breathing

9) Pomegranate - Those seeds are damn good. I know a good Greek Myth about a Pomegranate call me some time i'll tell yah about it.

10) Pray - Pray to yourself even if you don't belive in God. Theres power in you at least. Theres power somewhere right? I pray it works. To who i don't know and i'll find out if i need too

Current Mood: All Alone
Thursday, May 4th, 2006
5:58 pm
If anyone wants hang out at my house just come over.
Playing video games and watching movies!

Don't bring anyone i don't know or don't like :-) (which is few)
I don't have any food either but water is on the house

9520 Coventry Way
Owings Mills MD 21117


443-622-5003

Current Mood: calm
Friday, April 14th, 2006
11:44 am
Stuff
L A S T P E R S O N T H A T

1. Slept in your bed: Me
2. Saw you cry:Mandy (While Ago!)
3. Made you cry: Mandy (While Ago!)
4. Went to the movies with you: Doug (V 4 Vendetta)
5. You went to the mall with: Ali
7. You went to dinner with: Ari,Liz,Marian, & Adam
9. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it: Mom or Little Bro
10. Broke your heart: Mandy
11. Made you laugh: Adam
12. Bought you something: Todd (Snacks at gas station)

W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R

1. pierce your nose or tongue? Nose (I hate anything that changes the way i eat with out my consent)
2. be serious or be funny? Funny
3. drink whole or skim milk? Whole ( I've got nothing to lose)
4. die in a fire or drown:Burn baby burn
5. spend time with your parents or go down on someone? Down on a girl
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A R E Y O U

1. simple or complicated? Complexly Simple
2. Gay? Nope
4. Honest? Yep

D O Y O U P R E F E R

1. flowers or angels? Angels
2. gray or black?: black
3. Color or Black and white photos?:Black and White

4. lust or love?: Love
5. sunrise or sunset?: Sunrise
6. M&Ms or Skittles: If M&Ms are crispy M&Ms
7. rap or rock?: Rock
8. staying up late or waking up early?: I do both back to back lol

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A N S W E R T R U T H F U L LY

1. do you like anyone?: Yes
2. do they know it?: I don't know
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D O Y O U P R E F E R

1. being hot or cold?:Warm
2. sun or moon?:Moon
3. Winter or Fall?: Fall
4. left or right? Right ( but i Bat left)
5. having 10 acquaintances who will have sex with you or having 2 best friends?: 2 bestfriends
6. sun or rain?: Sun
8. boys or girls: Women

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A B O U T Y O U

What time is it?: 11:29 pm
Name?: Miles Bright Jr.
Nickname(s): B.J.(Stand 4 Bright Jr Dammit)
WHAT DO YOU WANT: A Wife
Where do you want to live?: Philly at the moment but don't care if i with my soulmate
How many kids do you want?:2ish
What kind of job do you want?: Photographer
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U N I Q U E

1. Nervous Habits? Shaking
2. Are you double jointed?: Don't think so
3. Can you roll your tongue?: yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yes
5. Can you cross your eyes?: yes
6. Do you make your bed daily?: hell know
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C L O T H E S, E T C

1. Which shoe goes on first?: 1st one i find lol
2. Ever thrown a shoe at someone?: yes
3. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet?: 0 dollars :-(
4. What jewelry do you wear everyday: None
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F O O D

1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: Twirl (thats how its fucking down)
2. Have you ever eaten Spam?: Yep
3. Favorite ice cream flavor?: Strawberry with real strawberrys
4. How many kinds cereal are in your cabinet?:None :-(
5. What's your favorite beverage? Strawberry Banana Smoothie from dairy queen
6. What's your favorite restaurant?: KOBE Japanese Steak House
7. Do you cook? Yep
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G R O O M i N G

1. How often do you brush your teeth?: when ever i leave the house or someone important comes over
2. How do you wear your hair for the most part?:i try to keep it bald when i can
3. Have you ever dyed/highlighted your hair? No
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M A N N E R S

1. Do you swear?: When in right company
3. You cook your own food: Most times
4. You do your own chores?: sometimes
5. You got laid today?: Nope
6. You like beef jerky?: Hell Yeah
7. You like pepsi or coke?: Coke inside pepsi bottle
8. You plan on going to college? Yes
9. You're happy with your hair? Nope
10. You own a dog?: No
11. You spend your money wisely?: Nope
12. You're always making new friends?: Yep

13. You like to swim?: Nope
14. Have you ever got so bored you call a friend? yep
15. You're patient: when needed
16. You like this survey?:yep
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L E T' S B E H O N E S T

In the last month have you...

1. Had sex: Nope
2. Bought something: Nothing big im broke
4. Sang: yep
5. Been kissed: yep
8. Missed someone: Yes
9. Got drunk: not really
10. Gotten high: nope
11. Danced crazy: yep lol
12. Gotten your hair cut: yep
13. Watched cartoons:yep
14. Lied: maybe
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H A V E Y O U E V E R

1. Wished you were the opposite sex: i could try it 4 a day or so but wouldn't wast a wish on it

2. Snuck out of your house: Hell yeah
3. Gave money to a homeless person: Yep

Current Mood: chipper
Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
1:43 pm
hot or not scoreboard
Hey please join my hot or not scoreboard you get to see me and my friends hot or not scores. At least take a look at it click the link below. But if you don't want sign up its cool to but still look. And if you already have an account u gotta join my scoreboard :-)



Current Mood: chipper
Thursday, February 16th, 2006
7:26 am
Waking Up
It's 7:26 am thursday feb 16 2006. I'm lying awake in my bed (what the hell am i doing up?). Who'm am i kidding i ran myself so raget yesterday that i went to bed early.
Sun shore does look nice between 6&7am sneaking threw the edges of my blinds. wish that certain woman was right next to me to enjoy the view. I bet she's getting ready or on her way to work right now. I wish i could just have a conversation with her right now in person (she is so interesting). I can't wait to go back to philly, well i think i'll go of and day dream about her now..........................fades back to sleep.

Current Mood: thoughtful
Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
9:18 am
Dream About Asian Woman
I just woke up from the weirdest dream. 1st thing i remember is walking down a street that i've been on before but only like once maybe or not at all. I'm walking with some woman i know. I wall a little behind because i wave at some people on a balcony that i think i know.

Next thing i know the woman i with turns out to be asian and cute, and were in a little pick up truck. She drove me to this nice cabin in like a wooded area. We get out the car and set on the porch and hang. I pick up this book she wrote and look threw it and see a lot of pictures of her in her car. It made me think she lived in her car. she had a laptop in most of the picture (they where really cute pics i have to remake them in real life).

I looked threw the book more and found pictures of a white dark haired main with a cowboy hat (he was like a model or something). i thought that most be this asian chicks boyfriend or something (whats that make me?). So i just keep it to myself and keep hanging out with here on the porch getting along chatting .. then suddenly the cowboy/model dude pops up and gives her this "you betrayed me look" after looking at me and her. then the cowboy/model unlocks the cabin goes in and then shuts the door. For some reason after that i thought the book i had written by the asian woman would tell me what happens next, so i open it and there's a picture of me takin by the asian chick. im wearing red in the pic and im burning something out infront of the cabin. i could tell it was something me and her agreed to do. under my picture i was a caption that said ashes to ashes. i felt like it ment the end of something old and depressing for the both of us then the start of something new for us together.

Weird tell me what you think..

Current Mood: hopeful
Monday, December 19th, 2005
10:28 pm
this came out perfect
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In May I caught a purse-snatcher who stole masterkaycee's purse (30 points). Last week I donated bone marrow to nakedtreefrog13 in a life-saving procedure (300 points). In January I broke fireydarkness's X-Box (-12 points). In February I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). In August I gave sexinmind a kidney (1000 points).

Overall, I've been nice (1337 points). For Christmas I deserve a toy train!

Sincerely,
MercifulMiles

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Current Mood: excited
10:22 pm
Im A Angel
Waiting
You are a Waiting angel. You stay inside your
little world waiting for that special someone
to come and take you away. You hope that the
day that your love will come will be soon, and
no one can pick on you for wanting to save
yourself. On the other hand, your hopes
decrease every day that you suffer. Try to hold
on a bit longer...


What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics )
brought to you by Quizilla

Current Mood: hungry
Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
3:26 pm
New Poem I Wrote to bush song
Just Listen to bush 40 miles from the sun and change the world to this.
This came from the heart to. tell me what you think

It can't be undone

I gave her up to make it right
I gave her up but I didn’t run
She’s still what I crave
But she misbehaved
It can’t be undone

I’m still a slave to her in my mind
But some things you just can’t let slide
She made me feel so dumb
She left my spirit numb
It can’t be undone

I kept her in my prayers
She is my friend she was my mate
On her bed is where I ate
And yes the sex was really great
It can’t be undone

It can’t be undone
It can’t be undone
It can’t be undone

Loved to run my fingers threw her hair
Make her wet with just a glare
Every mole and every curve
Part of you should still be mine
It can’t be undone

It can’t be undone
It can’t be undone
It can’t be undone
Be undone

Current Mood: anxious
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